...but there's always a first. I've been playing since April, I like to buy 1 Epic Chest a week because I love this game, and I play at least 2 hours a day. Been a Fixer since the first day I made the Captain level to buy it. I think I'm done being a Healer.
Several of you know me. Even when I spouted off in frustration about tanking games because my teammates were awful (I lied, was just venting) and got kicked out of my guild, I still kept lots of friends from there. Didn't blame em, I understood. But I still soldiered on. I consider myself above average. I'm over 3000 Infamy at this point. And now that I have exactly what I want, I hate it.
What I mean is, I became a Fixer because I wanted a greater say in the outcome of the match. A good Fixer changes a match. Healing 20,000hp is eminently bigger than doing 7,000 in raw damage. I take offense when I lose a good teammate (you idiot Speeders that run off and die just so you can drop 3-4 Mines, are NOT good teammates...when you die all I can think is I hope despite our best efforts we get slammed 0-5 so that you get garbage for rewards).
I begged for better matches at higher Infamy. No more Defenders with 4khp running point solo and dying. No more Shooters that Peekaboo behind a rock and lob Mortars all match like you're flinging poo (and doing about as much damage, too). No more teammates that can't take a hint when 6 Torps come screaming at us that maybe IT WOULD BE WISE TO MOVE OUT.
And now that I'm in better matches, I'm starting to realize us Fixers have it bad. We're a floating barge that can't turn. We're so slow we're almost forced to run Turbo/OB/Nitro. But the worst of it? The Pulse nerf didn't find a happy medium. What initially only affected generally high level Fixers running double Pulse and tanking, has dribbled down to us Mid-Tier guys. Our survivability is awful. Unless the team is absolute Sofa King We Tall Did, we die first. Targeted, assassinated. What happens when a Speeder comes up to me and sits there blowing me up (let alone 2)? I die. Within mere seconds. And that's IF I haven't been stunned to hell and back. All while my team is either too slow to react, or too oblivious to pay attention (don't get me wrong here, I'm not blaming my teammates...2 Speeders with T4 Rares and higher will make short work of me before my guys have a chance to turn their turret around).
Basically what I'm saying is, Fixer isn't fun anymore. When I have to focus on my own survivability instead of healing my teammates, I become a detriment to my team. It makes me look bad, and it (wrongly) makes my teammates feel that I've probably wasted their time. And honestly? I can't blame em. What am I supposed to think when match after match I get wrecked almost instantly by assassin Speeders or a team with half a brain that knows what they're doing?
Now I realize this will come off as complaining about good players. I get it. I get a chuckle out of it. But I know I've built up enough for just a slight reputation among my friends and current guild mates (not to mention all the other fellow Fixers out there) that there is some truth to what I'm saying. I'm not saying I'll quit...but I'm starting to have a harder and harder time justifying a log in to quest, when it's ultimately not fun to play anymore. And despite all the complaining we do on these boards, it's because we love this game and we care.
Just felt like ranting. Millions and millions of resources spent in upgrades, and the absolute pure F'n joy when you find an Epic Green item you've lusted after for weeks...it ain't there anymore.
I'm prepared for the incoming flames though. I'm too old to take this stuff personally. Bring it on fellow Battlers
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